.........towards the stream of thoughts

Friday, December 28, 2012

Lost Wishes

Words are nothing but just the symbols
That can never reflect my thoughts as they are
Colours are nothing that can never show how dark my soul is
Pencil lines can never show how much it means to me
A story can never narrate how sad our plight is
Every wind that blows all around carries my sighs
Every rain drop is a tear freezed in far away sky
Beyond the waves of ocean I can hear only one voice
A voice that comes from a diamond land and echoes in mind
A day will come for me to die in a lonely land
Wishes may come true even when I am born again

Saturday, December 15, 2012

Dear sea

You are a vast ocean of dazzling blue waters
I am a sea shell coloured with the mild waves of your laughter
In the deep ocean of love between the corals of your care
I see the sunlight and mooncream through your eyes
And twinking stars through your charming reflection
I hear no songs of wild birds but just the cries of lazy sea lark
But I hear your soft murmur always towards ma ears always
And your strong arm waves holding me tight
And saving me from the hard tempest
Il get burried in your sea bed of memories
To say that I never wanna leave your heart

මතක උදානය

මා සිත් නිම්නෙ මිතු දම් ගගුලෙ
ඔබෙ නමින් දිය රැලිති නැගී
සැමදා සෙනහස් නිල් දිය විසිරේ
මේඝ වලා ඈති ගුවන දිගේ
කාලයෙ ගන සැඩ රළු හිරු කිරණින්
මිතු දම් ගගුලැල් මියෙනු නොදී
හරිත තුරු ලතා පලසක් අතුරමි
මතකයෙ සිසිලස නිබද රැදී
රන් සිසි කිරණක් විලස නැගෙන්නෙමි
දුකදුර රජයන කටුක රැයේ
සුසිනිදු පවනක් විලස හමන්නෙමි
සොම්නස පොබයන පහන් පැයේ

Friday, December 7, 2012

Deep in the soul

You don't know how my heart beats for you in every second
You don't know how you reside in every breath I take
When I close my eyes it's you roaming in my dreams
When I am alone your voice echoes in my ears
Though it ends up in a lonely land of tears
Everywhere I see you and sense you though you are miles beyond
It is you my heart welcomes it is for you my soul waits
Knowing that I don't deserve you
My mind runs behind the illusion of being with you
When you are around the earth stops revolving
Your words are healing my wounded soul
I just try to murmur myself that everything is right
But missing you is the birth of my plight


Sunday, December 2, 2012

Save her..

 Woman is supposed to be beautiful, innocent and mild. That is the common picture of the ideal lady we believe in.

Having a women’s day will be a mere decoration if gender discrimination, exploitations and harassments they face continue. Because of being a girl child many are aborted in mother’s womb. In the Asian culture woman has a fixed role of household work and child upbringing while the opportunities to go up in the academic ladder are curtailed.

 When women in engaged in an anti social behavior the way she is humiliated by the society is totally different from men. Because of adultery women in some counties are stoned to death while men are not punished in such a brutal manner.

Obviously woman is different from man biologically. But it does not mean that she must be discriminated. It does not mean that she is weak. Women have gone to the space, become presidents, prime ministers and done a great role. Women have won noble prize. Mary Curie is the best example. This has proved that women can compete with men from their talents and knowledge.

 Women’s rights are most probably violated as a result of poverty. In poor families women work from dawn to dusk to earn the living and feed the children even with physical difficulties like pregnancy.  Also they have to face much exploitation. Unfortunately they are beaten by their drunken husbands daily. Thus in some occasions male bread winner concept is just a myth.

Woman without man is nothing while man without woman is also nothing. Man cannot stand alone if he loses the support of the female roles of his life such as mother, sister, wife and daughter. Also woman needs the affection, care and security from farther, brother and husband.

Woman deserves her rights and she deserves the respect and care from the society. Convention on the Elimination of all forms of Discrimination against Women 1979 discusses about the equality with men before the law, same right to enter to the marriage with free and full consent etc. It is important to consider how far these are in practice within the world.

  Therefore the most important thing is to change the attitude. If women’s day and all these conventions can be used as a platform to create a better place for women that will be meaningful.

Saturday, December 1, 2012

උදුවප් සීත

උදුවප් මහ ඒක් අදුරු රාත්‍රියක

සීතල හිම මත උණු කදුළු රන්දා

නික්ම ගිය අරුමය ඔබ

මඟ හසර දැන ගන්න

තරු ලකුණකුදු නැති සද

ලුහුබදිමි කැටි ගැසුණු

හිම මත රැදුණු පිය සටහන්

 පුන් සඳ ඇවිත් සිනා සෙත්දෙන්

අමාවක ළඟ බැව් මම දනිමි

වසා ලමි කවුළුව

ඒමතින් ඇද ලමි තිරපට

ඉතින් දැන් ඉඩ නැත

අනාරාධිත සඳ කිරණට

අඳුරු බව සැබවි මේ කුටිය

නමුදු පෙම් බඳිමි ඒ අඳුරට


Friday, November 23, 2012

Just for you.............

May you come across the paradise
when you sail in deep blue ocean
May you come across loving and caring friends
who deserve the warmth of your noble heart
may you find a land of love where you can anchor your heart!

it is hard to imagine that such a long time has passed
since that wonderful day we met as unknown unseen people
time has changed many things yet your soul is unchanged
friendliness, kindness, love and care in you
that was visible on first day is remained yet

you will come across barriers that's common to everyone
but i know nothing bad will happen as god knows you are great
May be u r miles away where d echoes of my voice won't reach
where the waves of my wishes won't approach
but i feel as if your near..i feel that from my heart

stupid jokes and quarrels we have shared will b eternal memories
wherever you go whatever you do just keep one thing in your mind
my heartiest wishes and blessings will follow u in each step
life is fickle harsh sometimes

We have to fight, leave and suffer
then just realize that you have done nothing wrong

just you have soothed loved others and cared
all that comfort gave, will back as a reward to you
so as you say just wait n watch with d chipmunk smile on your face
its hard to collect words to say how much special you are to us

you will be immortal in our hearts
will remember you till last breath
In ever moment my heat beats
I know that's where you reside
it is hard to imagine that such a long time has passed
since that wonderful day we met as unknown unseen people
time has changed many things yet ur soul is unchanged
friendliness, kindness , love an
d care in u
that was visible on first day is remained yet
you vl come across barriers that's common to everyone
but i knw nothing bad vl happn as god knws u r great


Wednesday, October 10, 2012

Tunes for you

May you hear the sound of my flute
That echoes the beat of my heart
 Note by note I will play
The song of love that went astray
Sleeping moon and shining stars
Will know the words of my love song
Though someone may take it wrong
Let the breeze carry my tunes
Above the oceans and vast dunes
I play my thoughts that flow down
As a stream towards finger tips
One day at least before I die
Come and murmur me a lullaby

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

සිහින පියාපත්



දිවි බරින් මිරිකුණ
පසෙක ලා ගමන් පැස
පියාපතක් සේ දුරක
පාව යමි සිහින විජිතයට

සොඳුරු යැයි සිතුවොත්
අමිහිරක් නොමැති ජීවිතය
ගෙත්තමක් වැනිය නෙක
කඳුළු ලියකමින් හැඩ වුණ

සිනහවේ පැහැ තවරා
මකා ලමි තද දුකඳුර
නෙත් කෙවෙනි අග මැවෙන සිහිනයට
ඉදින් දැන් අවසරය


Yes We lost it!

T20 world cup was a dream of every Sri Lankan.

We had a craze to see Mahela lifting it. But that dream scattered. As Sri Lankans we are not happy. It hurts a lot when we lose something when our hopes have risen to the climax. Wining the Runner up and championship are two different things and that can never be compared. It would have been great if could win it. However we have lost it.

But there are several matters we should be proud of. Qualifying the finals is a victory. Even the young players like Akila Dananjaya who never had T20 experience did a great job. Anyway the most important thing is to understand the responsibility as a player. If someone plays without the responsibility and dedication surely it will bring the misfortune for the country. Also the captain must use the players in the most profitable way by understanding their talents and weak points.

It is not a mere cup we lost a great glory. So at least next time we must consider above matters.

In one hand we can be happy.

 Our country experienced a tragic war for 30 years and now there is an environment favorable for organizing even an international cricket tournament successfully with full security.

The final match was held in a ground donated by former president who was a prey of terrorists and no more we have that threat.

Our name is in the international records through cricket while the England who taught us cricket lost the tournament at very initial stages.

 So as a whole there are both plus and weak points. In our next time we should focus our attention on these and try to win the championship

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

Where is the so called free education?

I have taken the pen more than ten times to my finger tips with the hope of writing something on this current issue in Sri Lanka. Please don't think that you can show your protest just by pickets and there are many more ways. So this is an innocent attempt to make the community aware of this issue.

I still remember the day i entered to grade 6 after passing the scholarship exam. I am talking about grade 6 because its much familiar for us rather than our first day at school. In front of the main hall there is a beautiful statue of Mr.C.W.W Kannangara; father of free education in Sri Lanka. I still remind how my dad introduced this person's great personality to me when I inquired who is depicted by the statue. As a kid I felt a great honor about him. Every day when I passed that statue I used to smile with it.

According to his concept any poor child can gain the education from grade 1 to university with the expenses of government. As far as I know there is no any other country where you can find this privilege. He must have taken an immense effort to bring our education system up to this standard and thousands of intellectuals have been born as a result of this free education system.

When the authorities concerned are keeping the universities closed and when the examination system is not done in a reliable way that badly affects for the future of our free education. Innocent students are becoming a prey of this and their future is darkened. Who will be responsible for the time which is wasted in their young lives?

The time wasted because of this Z score crisis and because of this University crisis will never come back. So what we all have to say is QUIT PLAYING GAMES WITH OUR LIVES!


Tuesday, August 21, 2012

No one is alike!

             One of the greatest mistakes we do in our life is believing that other people are also like us. Man is different! There are no two people who are same.

 Even the twins have different birthmarks.

Sometimes we live for a very long time but still can not realize this simple matter.
        If we are honest and open hearted we expect others also to be the same. But they won't! because they are different from us. Most of us come across various hardships due to this wrong assumption.

 In friendship we expect our friends to be as affectionate as us, to care us as if we care them. The same theory applies in relationships too. Its unfair to expect someone to be like you. Because you are a unique person. Therefore comparing yourself with another is such a useless thing.

But all this is a struggle.
Being together with people who are different from you from ideas, looks and many more discriminations is really a difficult task.So it depends on the way you handle them.

But the beauty of life resides in thses discriminations.  The world will be a very boring place if all were same. Enjoy the theory NO ONE IS ALIKE. It will bring happiness to you.

Thursday, August 16, 2012

Angels hear..

Angels roaming in the heaven far and far from my sight
Let me relate my darkest plight ;I am lost in my fate badly woven
Can you let me out from this and let me fly free in my dreams
Do you hear how I weep and stay awake in dark nights
Or are you just pretending that you hear though you really dont?
From these dreams I can't get rid irritating me in every breath
Memories haunt as ghost in my mind and suffocate coming behind
Once upon a time I had a blissfull time, for now its gone ruined
I have become a slave of past with this bond I can not detach
scattered wishes with thousand sobbs remain  me a lifetime hurt
But still my soul is crystal clear with not even a speck of dirt

Monday, August 13, 2012

Olympics ...:)

                   Whole world was full of Olympic craze during last few days! The things happened made me learn many new things.
              Main point is blood is thicker than water. The in born talents can never be hidden. They come up at the ideal time as lava bursting out from a volcano. The best examples are the counties in so called Dark Continent.
              Ethiopia! To be genuine when I hear that name I visualize number of children suffering from mal nutrition. But the way they rocked in Olympics, their energy, talent, determination marveled me. Then the Jamaica! It was a legend. The commitment and talent make a human superb. The most interesting thing was their relay. Their baton change was awesome. It was all about perfect practice, communication skills, team spirit and harmony.  
           Some black heroes competed   for either USA or Great Britain. The simple equation behind that is marketing and letting others to buy the talent because of poverty. It is a very pathetic situation. Practice makes you perfect!! J It was obvious in Olympics; they did some unbelievable things as a result of training.
J J Sometimes the amount of resources you have is not a barrier to achieve your goal.

If you are a superb person the whole world will applause, bow and admire you ignoring your ethnicity, race, colour or whatever.The best example is Usain Bolt J
 Some won, some defeated, some cried, one died, some fell on the track. It is a big struggle to hear your national anthem being played in London. With all these its called London Olympics!

Wednesday, July 25, 2012

Lie and live or else think different and die!

                          It is amazing how the world rejects new born ideas and how it humiliates the people who look at the world in a different angle. Socrates had to drink poison and die. In a world with such a history we are taking about the freedom of thought and expression. "Whatever the church says the earth is a globe and it rotates round the sun" Galileo said. When Charles Darwin introduced the theory of evolution the whole world was against him and considered him as a man with mythical beliefs. Albert Einstein was labeled as an idiot and was thrown out of the class. Sometimes it is funny that the same world which rejected to admit their ideas finally embraced them as truthJ

                  In life you have two options. One is following the same hackneyed path followed by thousands of others and nodding your head to whatever others say. The other path is quite tough. You have to build your own way of imagination and create your path with it. People will sling mud and stones, tease you, pull your leg and do each and everything to stop your venture. For someone to select this option he must be brave, strong hearted, broad minded and creative and even has to sacrifice his life.
                   When you think different either you are a lunatic, extremist or a betrayer or a person who doesn’t love the motherland and a person who doesn't repect traditions. These are the common labels you get!   
                 Martin Luther King who dedicated his life for eradicating the colour bar was shot dead. American president Ebraham Linchon also had the same fate as a result of talking and working for the rights of slaves. John F. Kennedy introduced a number of reformations to the traditional American society and initiated to the space explorations.However he also was murdered. There was a person to kill Gandhi who was the father of non violenceL
           It’s true that one may have personal comments on these people. But it is obvious that the main reason for them to die untimely is emerging as different characters kicking the so called orthodox beliefs. World can never develop without innovations, but still the people don’t understand that everyone has a right to express their own views and to like what they really like! If all start thinking in the same way, exactly the world will be a very boring place to live. It is hard to think different and live. Sometimes it will be a life time hurt because of the way others react you.
Anyway it’s always your choice whether to lie and live or think different and stand for the truth and die J

Friday, July 20, 2012

friendship....; are the friends forever?

              Throughout your life you come across many people. Some become very closer to us and then the friendship creates. It’s hard to make or find friends they should be met and felt. I am writing this in the memory of some lovely friends i have ever had in my life. They are very rare! Damn rare :) days pass and we scatter here and there! We may spend time in the same class, same university or whatever but when the time comes we have to depart.

                  Last night I was in a flashback. Still I am holding my pen tight and these words are born because of some heartiest friends. So let this post be kind of an acknowledgement. When I wrote my first novel in a bundle of foolscap papers, I did not have a confidence whether it was in a standard to be published. It was Iresha (Benja) who read my script first and she encouraged me a lot to make it a printed book. Thanks to her and now I am an author! Even at grass root level! My parents and my language teacher too helped me a lot. But I will never forget the motivation my friend gave at the very first time. She is not in Face book for me to chat, we don’t meet each other very often since I have migrated to Colombo for my studies but still we are keeping in touch.
 And some words my friends have told still echo in my heart.

don’t give up writing. it’s the best part of you

                My schoolmates; some are working, some are learning, some have married, they have children. That's the life!  Most of them have walked away from my life.But there is always a few that rule our soul. Deep in our soul! Maybe they don’t talk everyday with a fake smile and say "good morning". But they have a chamber separated for us in their hearts.

 University! There are hundreds of people.But there will be only a few who catch your heart, hold you tight when your sad and give you the courage to build up!

                  A true friend fights with you. but he never fosters the anger. One who has a best friend with good qualities is really gifted. It is kind of a wealth a man can obtain as a social creature.

Saturday, June 30, 2012

How my Birthday was ruined..

           It was my 20th birthday.It was mom and dad who wanted to celebrate it in a grand scale.For me birthday was nothing special non other than the day I came to this world. I dont know whether it was a reason of celebration at all.
       Month before my birthday dad emphasised the importance of arranging a birthday party when I turn 20.I had my own comments on that but I kept silence as it was the dinner table.
    They were working for that in a hustle and bustle.If it was their pleasure I didnt want to ruin it by protesting.So I waited till the day came.I really liked it only because of one reason.That is having a chance to spend few hours with friends being away from the boring life style.
          My dad has spent a  lot for food,music,lights and all the decorations.His organization skills were visible not only in the business matters also in these family matters.Invitees were enjoying  a lot. All were smiling and chating while enjoying the food.I was having a busy and funny chat with my collegemates.
 Then Shoba Aunty came to me.She was a very close relation of us.. an ego centric ignorant woman!

"Now you have become such a pretty young gal.. she hugged me..Then she started boasting about her husband who works as a secretary in Ministry of  Defence.
HMM HMM I just said to continue the conversation and I was bored of her talks.

"I am so happy that I could marry a person like Srinath;someone from a high caste family. Our generation has never mixed up with those low caste people"

My blood boiled! I knew some of my collegemates who were with me were also annoyed..I couldnt control the anger.

"Aunty, how can you prove that your gereration is a pure one.No one is pure in generation! The noble qualities matter not the damn,so called caste.Do you know what kind of relations your forefathers had? How many days you go to the temple for meditation and all? But seems you are not practising what Lord Buddha has preached "I shouted in a rough voice

all the people in the party tables stared at me

Later I heard mom apologized Shoba aunty for my words.I was still angry.I was thinking about the things I have told her in public.I was worried..Dad came to my room and sat on the chair of my study table.
" I am sorry dad " i murmured

"Its ok. I am really proud of you;and the way you think..." he smiled


Tuesday, June 26, 2012

They = world to me..:)

           Parents! They are the most amazing couple we ever meet in our life. Its really amazing how they feel you. When you are in a problem or when you are sad they sense it quickly. In their warmth ,love and affection its easy to foget any trouble and be happy.Life without parents is really tough and painful
          After passing the grade 5 scholarship many wanted me to enter to a BIG school;what they mean is a school with a great reputation..in Colombo or Kandy. But my parents were not capable to console themselves to be away from me at such a young age

                 I was 15 when I had to spend my 1st day away from parents.It was a sensational one.I pretended to be OK because I didnt want mother to cry at the airport.I worshiped mom and dad and then left..I didnt foget to turn back and wave them..I wanted to cry louder and louder but it was not possible..I had to depart..I saw the pain in their eyes..Later I heard mom was almost cried on the way  home.

   Leaving for the University is a climax in life.Now I am got used to this boarding life. But there are moments that I feel like runing home and hugging my parents tight.I know they too miss me a lot..and me more than ever.But there is no option left behind.

   I see the pleasure pouring out from my parents faces when I go back home

But I am happy that there affection and blessings are always with me though they are not near.

So thats's their love..................

When the whole world annoys you they are still with you..

They shout at you and bleam you but there is no speck of anger in them.

Simply I have no words for them...MY PARENTS =WORLD TO ME

Sunday, June 24, 2012

Its all about tears.........

  When you cry for even a simple matter does it mean that you are weak?
 No!!!!! that means you have such a soft heart that can easily be shaken by others..Is that a thing to be shy of?
I dont know why the people hide their tears from others..If they can smile in public why cant they cry infront of others..?
              People shout,bleam,fight,argue when they want to release their emotions..Crying is far better than all of the above in that hand..The tears flowing down from your cheeks can wash away your pains..Its you who get the suffering..and no any other unlike in fighting,bleaming and arguing.

          It is absurd why the boys think its not good for their reputation if they cry.A REAL MAN NEVER CRIES!!thats wot boys think! If all are human beings coming across various hurts and hardships why they should  pack all the hurts inside the heart without releasing them as tears? Its a tension.

 According to your talent you can deal with pain.
Some cry,weep and lament while someothers can foget things easily.Something which was a hard blow can sometimes be a simple matter for some other.As we respect various cultures,nations,religions we should respect this diversity too..

Saturday, June 23, 2012

Hundreds will say those three words but only a few really mean it

Episode 2

          It is really hard to wait untill the university starts. If there is no fb, books,films or tv its really hard to pass the time. Chating with Prabashwara is really funny and nice.He is such a cool guy an awsome writer..his poems were so deep and touching.The thing is he wants to know everything .Sometimes Sneha has to answer a question paper from him.But once she was shocked to hear something from him............His chat messages popped one after the other!

I live in Colombo.Went to Royal College from my Scholarship Marks..And I am the Island 2nd..But dont misunderstand.I know you are from a well to do family,good looking,high caste and all in the best standard.But i have nothing..I am just a poor guy living in a shanty.Thats the truth,
I got this laptop as a present for a poetry competition.
My dad is dead and mom stuggling to run the family.I work in weekends to help her..i may be looking as a rich boy..thats the look i have been given..but I am not!
 I have nothing to give you but I have just three words to tell you.and that is..I LOVE YOU

Her heart started to beat fast..this was not the first time she got a proposal.but no doubt none of the others gave Sneha this much shock.She closed her eyes for a moment..she didnt know the reason but two big tears ran down from her eyes through the cheeks and fell on her red skirt..

  Sneha questioned herself.. really what kind of impression she has on Prabashwara? She really liked him a lot..but all these barriers and discriminations...and what if he is trying to cheat her? she will only be left behind with a paining heart at last..she went offline and sighed..its not more than 10 days they have started chating..and she has seen him only one day..Can someone fall in love so quickly? how amazing it is?..she doubted and hesitated..her brain said to  tell him GET LOST! But her heart pleaded her not to do so.. she went to the bed with a confused mind..she has never been this much confused before..IDIOT YOU ARE THIS MUCH WORRYING BECAUSE YOU LOVE HIM.. Sneha's heart yelled inside..but she was not couragous enough to deny it.

Now say good bye...!!!!

Keep these sea shells on your heart shore
And if you wish I will fall apart
As the sea waves lamenting
I will leave your sight
Remaining a deep blue sea of love
For you forever for the life time
To wait and watch as you wish..
And my thoughts as ripples
Will remain infront of your eyes
My foot prints will fade
With the giant sand heaps of time
But sea's roar will relate
My love for you forever
Mile by mile I will leave
Holding my bleeding heart tight
As a ship in horizon
I will be far and far far
So hold your breath well
and now say good bye...

Hundreds will say those three words..but only a few really mean it..


         It was the university registration day for medical students..the students were keenly waiting untill their names are called by the clerk...Sneha felt a little bit uneasy.There was no one for her to talk with.Besides her seated two unknown boys.It was so boring..when she was looking around the guy on her left hand side smiled with her.She smiled back.

"Hi" he said..


"Where are you from?" he asked in a friendly tone

"Anuradhapura , you?"

"WOW nice! I  am from Colombo"

then there was a few minutes silence...

"Your island rank? " he asked

"5th"she replied with a faint smile

"ehem ehem... I am seated near a topper ha? he eyed
"By the way whats your name..? I fogot to ask"


"I mean full name"? he asked ..it was quite absurd.
"Sneha Indivari Rajapaksha"

"Prabashwara Dissanayake"

                   Sneha was busy in next few minutes as her name was called out. They took sometime to check the documents.Finally it was over.She left the hall and went towards the car which was waiting to fretch her.

She felt tiresome after the long journey.Anyway its a bless to have a rich and kind father who can afford for a daughters luxuries..thanks to the car..! it could have been more weird if it was a bus journey..no use of talking about buses.
        .After a shower she logged into fb to get a relief to the tired mind..Damn it!!!!!!!!! there is a friend request PRABASHWARA DISSANAYAKA

         She hesitated for few seconds..but why should she? Prabashwara is going to be her batchmate in near future.CONFIRM she clicked

 to be continued..............

Friday, June 22, 2012


winter dawned with a sudden blizzard
camellia floral gardens vanished
birds sighed looking at the hazard
with no more wishes to be cherished
All ruined only i could save
candour and splendour in my soul
with broken wings tweeps the dove
half hidden from thick fog veil
Even in harsh twilight and night
one star was to share my plight
when i suffered with paining scar
Remained with me the fair star
But now it has diminished and gone
only regret remained to moan
no one is to share the tears
And console fogeting all fears
Some one build my tombstone
In dark woods where the wild birds roam
Burry sweet memories of brotherhood
On a soil not stained with blood

Wednesday, June 20, 2012


Sudden departure like a lightning spark stabbed me
Now i feel how my heart is bleeding
Whole soul covered with blood stains
I wont die in haemorrhage
As still slowly heart beats
I see everything black and white
Moonlight, sunlight all gone pale
Only the darkness hanging around
Gone deaf i dont hear birds sing
no colour seen in a butterfly wing
Stunned and my limbs gone lame
Mind bursts as a mighty flame
It is the spring they all say
winter snow and thickets on the way
No need of a ray of light
Let this plight be a candle light

Its called the EXAM

In the society discrimination is made by class,caste,nationality,race,religion, gender etc.But in the university its all about MARKS AND GRADES!!!!!!!Exam is never a lovely experience for the students....its good for the toppers who wait to show off themselves and its a bless for the people who can devote their whole life for the sake of academic stuff. When an exam is near by you loose the apetite..whenever you remind that your heart beats fast...and the worst thing is compairing yourself with others.This guy has finished this much ..and that girl has done this much model questions and so on...We all know that two of us are not similar at any cost ..since our memory and thinking power may be different.But none of us is accepting this harsh truth at the exam period..Anyway thats the best time to judge people..specially SO CALLED FRIENDS.. so even there is a single good thing in the exam.some friends will only be there till they grab your notes..only a handfull of them keep in touch in study leave and give a helping hand.however the funniest thing is some people who never worked hard geting high ranks while the hard workers are left alone. so with all these odds and ends and thousands its called EXAM

Wednesday, June 6, 2012


ගිම්හාන ඉසිඹුව නිම වන්නත් කලින්
කිමද මේ අනෝරා මහ වැස්ස
බියකරු වෙසින් එන සීතලම සුළඟට
හිරිගඩු පිපෙයි සියොළඟම

නෑඹුල් සුවඳ නොමැකුණ
බරැති නීති පුස්තක තොගය
නෙත් පියා තවම සුව නින්දේය

හුරු පුරුදු අරණ අත හැර
වේරංජා නුවර වස් වසමි
මහමෙරක් වන් ප්‍රඥාව
සැණෙකින් පහළ වනු රිසියෙන

මලක් වී කෙලෙස පිපෙමි ද
ගලක් වන් රළු පොළොවක
සඳක් සේ කෙලෙස නැගෙමි ද
අමාවක අඳුරු රැයකට